Feb 20, 2008

Dont fight with friends

It was a typical new year eve morning. And the preparations were on for the night. As usual, the debate was about the break up of the six odd litres of booze that would be required. Meticulous planning, disaster recovery, buffer analysis and accurate estimation techniques are all required in this process. So obviously, there were disagreements. And one such disagreement reached ugly proportions and he stormed out of the house. As a parting shot, he told them all to go to hell and that he would celebrate my new year elsewhere.

There was another party on that he didnt particularly want to go to. He hardly knew anyone there and it was a stuffy high brow crowd. But there was nowhere else to go, and his ego was too big for him to call his friends and tell them that he was coming. So he went.

He suffered alone in that big crowd that night. Everyone else seemed to know each other and he was standing in a corner nursing his drink and cursing his luck. He saw her then in another corner of the room and she seemed to be in the same kind of situation. She was the most beautiful woman he had seen in his life. And she was alone like him in this big bad world. And he fell in love.

Today it was exactly 10 years to the day. And there was no particular reason why his mind went back to that night when he had met his wife for the first time. Except the lawyer's letter lying on the table asking him to meet for a consultation regarding the divorce proceedings. And that his mother was in the nursing home in shock. And that his son had stopped talking since being explained what it meant.

He slit his wrists that night. And while he watched his blood lazily snaking down the water in the bucket he thought of how things could have been different. But mostly, he thought of the friends he had fought with that night.

14 comments:

Scout said...

gory, but good. welcome back.

Vikas said...

I DONT LIKE THE LAST TWO PARAGRAPHS....Get rid of this bullshit story.

Shuv said...

hey scout/vikas: i am touched!! people still check my blog for entries!!!

Vikas said...

you are touched??? hahahaha cant stop laughing and I have been checking it for those Auli pics which you have been uploading for zillion years now.

Shuv said...

abey upload will be in flickr..karta hu wkend tak

ghetufool said...

but why the hero has to slit is wrists? if he is so individualistic and self-centred ... why should he care for anyone? even if the 'most beautiful woman' is his wife?

is he growing old and fragile and vulnerable? has he lost his spirit to fight? would he tolerate this simply lying down and concede the defeat in such an act of harakiri?

you are gifted mr. writer.

am a fan.

Anonymous said...

Life's lessons:
1. Don't select your life partner based on how he/she looks
2. Don't select your life partner while nursing your umpteenth drink - both eyesight and judgement are likely to be in a compromised state
3. Don't slit your wrists when things fall apart, for once try to get past the BUFFER ANALYSIS etc. and DO SOMETHING
4. TALK, don't WRITE or POST
5. Parties where '6 liters of booze' is the primary attraction never helped anybody
6. 10 years = 3650+ days. A lot can be achieved in that time, as long as that time lies in the future.
7. Sometimes the only way to help ourselves is by stopping thinking about ourselves
8. Nobody takes lists (especially unsolicited advice) seriously

ghetufool said...

but i took dd's advise seriously. seriously!

Shuv said...

dd/vikas/ghetu: slitting wrists was allegorical..pls dont take me literally..u know i am getting the next booker right? it signified cutting off..memories, relations, bondages..slice them off into teeny weeny pieces and watch them pulsate as they lie on the floor.

dd: thanks for dropping by..will remember the 7 points next time..

ghetu: take everything dd writes seriously..else screw up and join the gang...

Anonymous said...

Shuv,
Another list ...
1. Unfortunately, my literary pretensions are minimal. I don't understand allegory until it comes and bites me on the butt.
2. In spite of my lack of literary sophistication, I am not stupid either. And my basic street-smarts gives me a warning when I am about to be bit on the butt.
3. I have a great grasp of the calculus of limits and its bearing on real life, beyond math textbooks .
4. I am confused why if anyone would want to cut off their memories and then watch them pulsate on the floor, instead of just walking away. Is it truly enlightenment, or morbid curiosity?

Vikas said...
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Vikas said...

dd i wish had the first list 10 years ago.
i envy the luck guy in the story as he is getting a chance to move on rather than rot....

4:49 AM

kaushik said...

For once am lost..

S said...

ah! someone's been writing at least! good to have you back. :)